Motocycle accident

I got motorcycle accident..
I planned to swim with Farah and Melawis members  
I went by borrowing kak lisa motorcycle...
I thought we will met near Tasik because i didn't know where was UTM Stadium...
but I got accident on the way to meeting center..

when I woke up 
I already in UTM Clinic with the smell of blood, very smelly!
because my head was injured 
and Farah was in front of me...eventhough I couldn't saw her face clearly because my eyes was very hazy, 
but I could recognized her voice....
I didn't remember what was happen..
the only thing i remembered was I planned for swimming
but now..... i was in the clinic...

I went late to hospital, 2 days after accident...
I just take medication given by clinic to relieve my dizziness.
I don't tell my family nor my relatives in here, because I don't want they are worried.
My cousin found out 2 days after that and brought me to Kempas Hospital.
My brain got CT scan and I stayed in the ward for 1 day.
My mother also came, I'm sorry mom for make you worried....

Many sins and mistakes popped up from my memories 
thinking why this happen to me...
as I known one or two mistakes may be the factor
I also remembered I wasn't praying before I went 
and I beg for your mercy ya Allah